Hi, I’m Leo Jay Nocos this is my autobiography. I’m just a student, shy type, afraid of being bullied, 18 years old and we are five in the family. As a student I’m trying my best to be a good student in school by listening to the teachers discussion, do projects, and make everything to graduate. Belonging in the poor family is not easy, and only my beloved mother has a job and I want to help her for our needs that’s why I work hard as I can. I’m an arts and design student and willing to sacrifice in order to graduate on time. I’ll do everything for my grades. Arts and design is the best strand for me, you can acquire a lot of knowledge about arts and other subjects, you can also play music instruments, painting, dance, and other disciplines of arts and design strand. I’m very disappointed to myself right now, because I don’t know how to play one of those instruments in music. I don’t have talent, and I don’t have confidence from people that sorrounds me. My teacher told me “why did you chose this course if you don’t know how to play instruments”, and it hurts me a lot. I always blamed my self and hide my feelings because I don’t think if they could understand my situation. I really wanted to learn music instruments but I don’t have money to buy one of those. Sometimes I borrowed instrument from my classmates but it’s better to have my own instrument so I could practice it all day. I live in the far place nearby mountains and far from national road. When I go to school I will always use motorcycle loaned by my mother in the Honda Company. I will always use motorcycle to save money because the fare is expensive. Actually I have savings in my plastic bottles like coins, when I have coins from the change I always put it there. And I bought two goats from my savings and it can help us for our needs when it comes to the situation that we can’t afford our needs. My future is always in my mind and I’m planning for business and hoping to have stable job soon.

My savings comes from my mothers money. When she ordered me to buy some foods for our needs I told her that I will keep the change and she agreed with me. My savings takes 1 year and 5 months of waiting until I could buy my needs for the future and for my school projects. I’m a shy type of person with good abilities and good attitude, if other people wants to get close with me they are so lucky because I will treat them like a one family. For now, I don’t have confidence from the people that sorrounds me because of what I’ve been experienced before because I was bullied, but I know someday there’s a girl that gives me confidence and if she came into my life, I’ll treat her like a Queen. I’m also a caring person and loyalty is always in my heart when it comes to love, because I’ve never experience girlfriend in real life, that someone who is willing accept you of who you are. Sometimes I got tired and think about suicide because of successive problems, but I’m so thankful that I handled the situation because of God. I know God has a plan for my future, and now I trust God and also myself and I don’t mind those toxic people. I always keep going whatever it takes, and praying for my future with the sacrifice of myself to achieve my goals. And that’s my short autobiography thank you for reading.